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A time I felt inspired at South... - Abdulwasa

My sophomore year of high school I was in an academic language development course and my experience changed my future. This first started back when I was in elementary.  Just like any immigrant, I didn’t know any English.  Like one of my mentors (aka Ms. Olague)  shared with us her background story of how when she first came to the United States, her classmates and everybody thought she was deaf because she was still learning English. I appreciate a teacher sharing her personal story because it helped me reflect on how my story is similar and different.  Like Ms. Olague, I experienced racism and colorism from my classmates as they would make fun of me.  My mentors and my own personal experience as a student of color is what  fuels me to become a supporter/educator of students in schools . So that I can inspire and uplift students like me and to fight racism and colorism. 

The first time I experienced racism was back when I was in middle school. Just like any  immigrant I didn’t know any English, so I was put in English Language Learner (ELL) classes. and one of the articles we read and watched the documentary together which was called Push Out. In the video there was this girl who was known for fighting. This has a deeper connection to me. I wanted to get respected like anyone. By any students at school, somehow the problems just kept coming like I had no way of escaping. One day, I was in Phy Ed (PE) and one of my classmates was making fun of me, and I ignored them because I wanted peace. My PE would also not care about the fact he's witnessing me being bullied. Till this day I get traumatized from being in a new environment.

Then comes high school where I lost my identity. One of the most regretful times in my life. I am so embarrassed remembering this right now. I lost myself trying to fit in a society that didn’t value me. Just like the reading that we read Making Dreams into Reality, where the author mentions a group of students or people in particular I quoted one of the deepest quotes I have ever read. “So if you really want to hurt me, talk bad about my language, culture, ethnicity and identity” on page 14.  This is why I want to become an effective educator so I can at least prevent this situation from repeating to anyone.  And this was the time that really inspired me to pursue education.

Due to my experiences throughout my education, I know I would be an amazing educator. I've been through the same things as some students might have experienced. And also I want to fulfill my duty and be a good person, like how these amazing teachers I have previously mentioned, were to me. and still are till this day. One way I have been helpful to people in my community is that I help them by showing up to their personal events, showing support, and even giving advice to them in a time of need. And for the Teachers like Ms. Jeannine, Ms. Olague, Ms. Lyons, these teachers helped so much. For example, Ms. Olague would check my grades. She would offer me writing support with Social studies, would teach me about the topic of racism and stories that I never had ever learnt in my English classes. This support and check-ins truly motivated and inspired me to become an amazing Educator. Not just that but to also become the best version of myself. 

A student needs a person on their side 24/7 just as a therapist would be to their clients, nowadays they recommend students to speak with a counselor, which helps a bit but it doesn’t effectively help all the time. For example, everyone needs that one person or the group of people that they can go to with anything on their mind. That's how a great educator can be and fulfill all these simple things. An educator should help to solve today's society and the major problems in the school system.

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